beauty in spring. spring in love.

Yesterday was a beautiful day spent with beautiful people. i enjoyed its simplistic appeal. no aires. just peaceful people on a peaceful day. am happy to see it exist. shout out to all the lovers. this spring has started off

To thine own Self, be true!

transparent for healing

i cant believe that in this day and age, at my age, i still struggle to love the ones who love me. instead, i love the ones who dont love me. i have the patience of Job and unlimited faith

ChocoTelepathy

i miss him so much. i miss everything about him. but he’s gone. gone far away. like to the other-side-of-the-earth gone. but only for the next three weeks. however, these three weeks seem an eternity already. its only been three

sanity search #5,962

back to those agreements and mala beads.

sweet honey…on the rocks.

i am in a personal month five. for all the numerology nutcases out there, this makes sense. so i will keep talking to u, as though u were a fellow numerology nutcase:) month five is about change, freedom, travel, the

still dont have answers…

Gosh dayum!!!! i am not happy with the fact that most of my rants still deal with my ex-hubby/baby daddy! we are not together, hence the ex….but we live together as room mates, raising our daughter. i swair on cheese

chocolate letter 44

everyday i will write my lover letters and then bury them in red clay dirt, that they may seep deep into earth and find themselves on the other side of him. fertilizing him, so that he may know the truth

Awakening

awakening to butterfly kisses fluttering in sensational places. Affirmations whispered Between barely-noticeable Tongue flicks to ears, Setting the stage for today. Morning massages of arms, neck and back, In constant combat with hard work, and set backs; Improving circulation. Improving

from way over there…

my love is miles away/ yet when he whispers my name/ the atlantic ocean carries his voice/ and i awaken in the middle of the nite/ 2 find him.

still hurts my heart though.

as i watch my daughter interact with playmates at school, on the bus, extracurricular activities, i have had to admit a secret to myself… …my daughter’s the ‘different one’ of the group. on one hand, i don’t think there’s anything

dayum shame

dont know why i was thinking about it. well, that’s not completely true, i’m always thinking about it one way or another. today, i found myself thinking about it and then beginning wondering when? it took me too long to

this is why and how…

You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection. -Buddha

my mother called it….

this was back when we were so in love, when i couldnt fathom life without his smile or his presence. i cooked a big spread one day, while my mother was visiting us. after all the hard work: we had

i believe it will come

I want a love i can feel….i have been saying this line over and over lately. i keep hearing dawn penn singing the song. although i do not have any great love affair currently, i believe in the abundance of